Fighting Demons In My Sleep

Good afternoon and happy Thursday Kids! Today is my turn to work from the office, and even though they have me going crazy going up and down the elevator to get mail and documents, I really missed this, since I’ve been working from home since March of 2020.

On a mental state of mind note, as soon as I woke up this morning, I knew that there was something weird going on inside my crazy mind. The thing is, that Iately  I have been on a mental roller-coaster. It’s just crazy and I just can’t quite put my finger on it or understand what the fuck is going on.

Also, for the last couple of weeks, I keep having these crazy nightmares, were either I’m fighting a person or dark demon. I don’t much about nightmares, but I’m thinking that my subconscious is trying to tell me something. The thing is, that it’s been hard to find a new shrink. I also feel sorry for my wife, because due to my nightmares, she has to wake me up, because I’m either crying or fighting in my sleep, and she hasn’t been getting a good night sleep.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y ’all!

IT IS STILL THE SAME SHIT!

Good morning and happy Monday kids! Remember to enjoy your day to the fullest because tomorrow is not promised or guaranteed.  

On another note, lately I’ve been thinking about people who stop using their drug of choice, only to replace it with another one. The fucked up shit is, that their stupid analogy is, that just because it’s not their drug of choice, it’s OK to use it. 

Correct me if I’m wrong here, but isn’t it true that a drug, is a drug, is a drug? I mean, what the fuck are these people thinking? Do they even have a fucking brain, or just empty space to rent? Aside from their selves, who the fuck do they think they are fooling? I know it’s none of my business, but it does become my business, when some dumbass tries to run that shit through me.

In other words, since my drug of choice is alcohol and I haven’t had a beer in 46 days, should I use weed, crack, coke, pills or heroine instead, since they are not my drugs of choice???

With that said, I am Audi 5000!