Good morning and happy Thursday kids. I hope that you enjoy
your day to the fullest and remember, a mind is a terrible thing to waste. Don’t
believe me? Just look around at the smartphone zombies… Now that is some
scary shit right there.
As for me? Yesterday I had my November
session with my shrink, and he was not very happy with me. OK, this is the
deal. He was OK with me drinking on my 50th birthday, but he wasn’t
OK with me drinking last Saturday night… even though I didn’t binge like I
usually do. So, we had a long discussion, and we decided that I should go on a
med, that will help me with my drinking. As a matter of
fact, I had a thing happening on Saturday, so that means that I won’t be
attending, because there is going to be some drinking going on, and I know
With that said, I’m Audi 5000 y’all!
OK, my homies and homettes, after
a little over a month without seeing my shrink Dr. C, yesterday I was finally
able to see him. The first thing that he said was, that he was happy that I
have been “sober” for over a month. He then went on to ask me, how have I been
able to do it? And what was different this time around? Since he knows that I have
never been able to click with AA, I told him straight out, that I haven’t been
to a meeting.
I did explain to him, that what
has changed is, my perspective on life and how I have been handling things. I
have come to terms, with the notion, that no matter what I do, when shit is
going to happen in life… it is going to happen.
Another thing that I told him was, that I have come to accept, that I can change my feelings, behavior and way of thinking, but I can’t make the people around me change… even if their lives depended on it. By understanding that, and looking at life from that perspective, I feel more relaxed. The truth is, that family and friends will always do whatever the fuck they want to do, but once they fuck up, they can’t blame others, but themselves.
With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!