Feeling Like Shit

Good morning and happy Tuesday kids. I hope that you enjoy your day to the fullest and don’t let nobody fuck it up for you no matter what goes down.

As for me? For no reason at all, on my way to the salt mines this morning, I felt like SHIT! Yep, you read that right, like SHIT! As a matter of fact, I fought hard with my mind, in order to be able to write this post. But no worries kids, it comes with the territory… you know, dealing with Bipolar II, OCD and depression.

The good news is, that after listening to some pick me up House music on my headphones and having breakfast, right now I’m feeling better. As a matter of fact, a couple of nights ago, I decided to go back on my crazy meds Buspirone and Prozac. The thing is, that I feel that for a couple of weeks, I have been on a mental roller coaster. So I’m going to see how that goes. Fingers crossed.

With that said, I’m Audi 5000 y’all!

I’m Not Going Crazy… YET!

OK my homies and homettes, I haven’t been keeping track, but it has been a little over a month since I last took my crazy meds, and to be honest, I feel fucking great. Even when I saw my shrink last week, I didn’t say shit to him, because I feel that I know my brain better than anybody else… well… at least sometimes.

Since I’ve suffered from OCD as far back as I can remember, in the past couple of weeks, I have been able to manage it pretty good. Don’t get me wrong now, I had a couple of Bipolar II hypomanic episodes in the past… as a matter of fact, that’s how we found out that I was bipolar. I really don’t know if I should go back on them, since I’ve been doing so good. But that’s something that I will figure out in time.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!