One Alcohol Free Month

Good morning and Happy Sunday kids! Today marks my first month since I had my last beer, and I feel fucking great. It’s awesome to wake up feeling so good. 

Today my wife and I were invited to her cousin’s home in New Jersey for a get together. I know for a fact, that there will be a lot of drinking going on, but I can’t let that shit make me lose sight of my plan. The most important thing is, that I’m doing this for ME and only Me. 

With that said, I am Audi 5000! 

My Happy Sober Dance

Good morning and happy Thursday boys, girls and others! I am happy to announce that today is my 29th day, since I last had a beer, and to be honest, it feels fucking great, to be able to wake up with no fucked up hangover, no anxiety, no sweating, no shaking, no depression, but especially… NO REGRETS! I am looking forward to my one month anniversary.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!

Doing It For Me

Good morning and happy Tuesday boys, girls and others! Today is my 27th alcohol free day and I feel great! To be honest, there were a couple of times when I wanted to have a really cold one, because I saw others drinking, but I kept thinking about the serenity prayer, and that helped me a lot. I always keep in mind that I’m not doing this to please or make others happy, I am doing this for me.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!

24/7 Remote AA Meetings

One thing about me is that when I’m wrong I admit it and move on, and in this case, when it comes to AA meetings, I was dead wrong. Well, you see, the thing is, that yesterday, I decided to give a try to the remote AA meetings, and to be honest, I fucking love it. As a matter of fact, after doing some research, I came across a 24 hours a day – 7 days a week world-wide online open meeting called AA Home Group. All jokes aside, they have remote meetings going on 24/7.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!

It Feels Great Feeling Great!

Today is my 8th alcohol free day, and even though I’m what they call a weekend warrior, I feel great. There’s no regrets, no diarrhea, no stomachache, no vomiting, no loss of appetite, no headache, no anxiety, no depression, no shaking, no sweating, BUT SPECIALLY, no problems with my wife. I’ll tell you; it feels great feeling great.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!

To Each His Own

To be honest, there are so many reasons why I haven’t been able to click with AA, that I don’t know where to begin. Just like there are religious fanatics and sports fanatics, there are AA fanatics who think they know everything, and that really creeps the living shit out of me.

I remember the first time that I gave AA a try, and an old-time member told me that I shouldn’t be taking psychiatric medications, because it alters my thinking just like alcohol did. In my mind, I was like, motherfucker, you don’t know half of the shit that goes on in my mind when it comes to my OCD. Also, talking to other members, they were against consuming everyday drinks, which they say contain alcohol, like malta, something that I have been drinking my entire life. But hey, who am I to judge… to each his own.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!

Why The Fucking Labels?

Yesterday, I spent hours doing online research in order to find out if I’m an alcoholic or a trouble drinker, only to stop and ask myself, why the fuck do I want to be labeled anyway? Who the fuck cares if I’m an alcoholic or a trouble drinker? Even my wife told me yesterday, that she knows that I have a drinking problem, because when I DO drink, I go on a bender for a few days, but that I wasn’t an alcoholic, because I could go for months without drinking without a problem. So, what is it with us, wanting to be labeled?

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!