Fighting Demons In My Sleep

Good afternoon and happy Thursday Kids! Today is my turn to work from the office, and even though they have me going crazy going up and down the elevator to get mail and documents, I really missed this, since I’ve been working from home since March of 2020.

On a mental state of mind note, as soon as I woke up this morning, I knew that there was something weird going on inside my crazy mind. The thing is, that Iately  I have been on a mental roller-coaster. It’s just crazy and I just can’t quite put my finger on it or understand what the fuck is going on.

Also, for the last couple of weeks, I keep having these crazy nightmares, were either I’m fighting a person or dark demon. I don’t much about nightmares, but I’m thinking that my subconscious is trying to tell me something. The thing is, that it’s been hard to find a new shrink. I also feel sorry for my wife, because due to my nightmares, she has to wake me up, because I’m either crying or fighting in my sleep, and she hasn’t been getting a good night sleep.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y ’all!

My Happy Sober Dance

Good morning and happy Thursday boys, girls and others! I am happy to announce that today is my 29th day, since I last had a beer, and to be honest, it feels fucking great, to be able to wake up with no fucked up hangover, no anxiety, no sweating, no shaking, no depression, but especially… NO REGRETS! I am looking forward to my one month anniversary.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!